It’s been a while. Far too long in fact, but some things are meant to change, no matter how we feel about them…
You left and went your own way as we all did after high school. Your choices changed you, as all of ours did at that time. But when you returned, you were different. I tried to talk to you, but it wasn’t nearly the same. I guess the infantry will do that to a man. You know I can’t relate to you like I used to. You saw things that no one else did and no one else could even imagine without first hand experience.
I remember the first time you returned. Five times in the first thirty minutes you asked me how I was and what was knew. The conversation kept dying because I had nothing new. You left and I stayed here, where, as you know, nothing happens or changes. I’m sorry I couldn’t keep it going and I know you didn’t expect me to be able to. I used to know you, but now I don’t even recognize you anymore. I miss you man. I really did. When I told you I would always be here for you, I meant it. I still mean it and always will. Life happens and people change and grow in different directions. It’s inevitable. There’s no way around it.
Having said that, I want to say that I’m proud of you for choosing the path you did. Thank you for making that choice to defend our freedom. Thank you for fighting for your country, your friends, and your family. I know you’ve barely told me anything that you’ve been through in the middle east, but after listening to what you told me, I know it couldn’t have been easy. I also know that your decision has deeply affected the relationships you had prior to your leaving…
I’m not sure if you’ll ever see this, but I feel that I had to get it out. Thank you again for everything you’ve done. Know that I miss you and what we had years ago. Know also that I’m proud of you.
James
